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Published: August 14th 2021

Surviving the Burning World

The Burning World Trilogy - III

As a sharp breeze whipped past Adde’s face, she snapped her eyes open. Slowly, the breeze faded and Adde allowed calm to take over as she sat up, keeping the thick, woollen blankets around her. The weather was freezing. The cold had arrived fast and had killed a few already. At least they didn’t suffer, Adde had made sure of that. She stood and made her way to the front of her sent, poking her head out. The camp was covered in a light layer of snow, or what she thought was snow. It could have been ash. Upon seeing her, a few men and women around the fire at the centre of the camp turned to her, nodding their greetings to her. Nodding her own greetings back and smiling, Adde ducked back into her tent and threw the warm blankets onto her make-shift bed, the materials making a heavy thud as they landed. Then, Adde moved to the back of her tent, where she pulled on her heavy boots and wrapped herself in her wolfskin cloak before tying her hair back into a ponytail with a thin piece of rope. Now dressed, she turned and walked out of her tent, noticing that a few had gathered around the entrance to her tent.

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“Mornin’ Adde,” one man said. “Any news for today?” The other’s nodded expectantly. Adde flashed them a polite smile and began to walk towards the centre of the camp. They all followed.

 

“Nothing yet,” she said softly, stopping once she reached the large fire pit that sat in the centre. “But I'm sure Tools and Archibald will return soon.”

 

“And we’re not moving today, are we?” a woman stuttered. Adde looked at her and smiled.

 

“No, Miranda,” she said to the quivering woman. “No moving today.” Miranda grinned and muttered her thanks before scurrying away towards the rest of her family, or what was left of it. Adde tried not to think about that. None of the others had questions, just wanted to sit by the fire and talk amongst themselves. Although Adde was certain they would never admit it, she believed that they only wanted to be around her.

 

The next few hours flew by relatively quickly. Adde settled a few disputes over who got to collect the freshwater this time and aided the hunters looking for some fresh meat to feed the camp. If the day was boring, it was a good day. But, Adde’s boredom was interrupted by the shouts from a few children. Instantly, she raced into action, taking her tooth dagger and rushing to the children, only for her alarm to be silenced immediately. One of their Scouts had returned.

 

Qurnell had been a quiet boy before the attack on Homestation, but since his family’s death, he made it his mission to become a Scout, like his father. He trained long and trained well with the few Scouts that had survived and soon became famous for his treks out into the wastelands, not that it was difficult to become famous in a camp with less than 300 people. Now, the man, no longer a boy, was returning from his latest voyage, his large backpack the same size as when he had left and his clothes a little dirtier. But this time, it seemed that he had company.

 

The man slowly walking beside Qurnell was tall and skinny, much skinnier than even some of the worst in the camp. His hair was long and shabby, as was his beard. He was hunched over, one arm looped over Qurnell’s shoulders and the other over his stomach. As they reached the outskirts of the camp, the man collapsed to the floor, Qurnell going down with him, and Adde rushed to them.

 

“Qurnell!” she called as she arrived at the man’s side. “What’s wrong?”

 

“Think its hunger,” Qurnell said slowly, panting. He had been carrying that man for a long distance. “He was in a little better shape when I found him…”

 

“Who is he?” Adde asked, patting the unconscious man’s arm delicately. Qurnell struggled for words.

 

“I don’t know,” came the response. Narrowing her eyes, Adde peered at the man’s face but it was covered in dirt, grime and hair. She could barely make his nose out. Around them, a small crowd started to gather and a few murmurs rose. After trying to disperse the crowd, Adde called for their healer, the closest thing they had to an actual doctor. The healer inspected the man before ordering everyone away and for the man to be taken to the healer’s tent, with Qurnell and Adde readily listened to. Once the man was inside the tent, the healer shooed Qurnell and Adde away, the two leaving immediately and greeted with the concerned, wide eyes of the whole camp.

 

“Who is he?” one man asked.

 

“Is he from Homestation?” another voice called from the back of the crowd.

 

“What’s he doing here?” a woman chimed in. Gracefully, Adde raised her arm and quietened the crowd, but all eyes then turned to Qurnell and the questions began again. The noise started to increase and when Adde raised her arm again, the people didn’t listen. They were in a panic. No one knew what to expect. No one, even during Homestation’s time, had arrived from the outside. For all the people knew, they were the sole survivors of the human race. So when a stranger is brought into their camp, they expectantly wanted answers. But, the crowd was soon silenced by the healer whisking the cloth from the front of her tent, glaring at the many faces that stood there.

 

“Please,” she hissed, “will you be quiet. I am trying to make sure this man isn’t going to die within the next hour and that is very difficult to when I've got the screams of the beasts outside my tent. So, if you wouldn’t mind, go away!” With that, she threw the cloth back down and the crowd slowly disbursed, with Qurnell also slipping away, but Adde caught his attention before he was too far away. The man turned, frowning and confused. Silently, Adde gestured to her tent and he nodded, following her towards it. With them both inside, and any prying ears and eyes away, Adde turned to him.

 

“Who is he?” she asked. The man frowned and cocked his head at her, pressing his lips together tightly.

 

“I'm running out of ways to put it,” he sighed. “I. Do. Not. Know.” Adde huffed and rolled her eyes.

 

“Really? No idea?” she asked. “You two didn’t talk about anything while you hauled him across ash-covered dirt plains? You two didn’t reminisce about what the world was like before the beasts came? Nothing? Really?” Qurnell nodded as she spoke, shrugging with each question.

 

“That man was dying from dehydration, hunger and could barely walk,” Qurnell argued. “If he said anything, it was just the word ‘sorry’ and some weird mumblings about the beasts. He’s just a guy who got lost a while back. He was probably part of some Homestation expedition that never came back and he’s just been wandering around for a while.”

 

“For five years?” Adde questioned.

 

“Okay, a long while.” Adde rolled her eyes and rubbed her forehead.

 

“If he was part of an expedition, those stopped thirteen years ago, and the last one returned with all its members.” This time, Qurnell rolled his eyes.

 

“I don’t know, Adde,” he exclaimed. “I found a guy hiding under some rocks as I was could home. He was wandering around his manky, old clothes that reeked of urine and shit. All he had was this sword-thing, and it was rusted and a little bloodied.” Adde’s ears pricked. “He’s been out there a while.”

 

“A sword?” Adde asked, stepped forward, trying to not allow her hopes to rise. Qurnell narrowed his eyes at her and gently took his backpack off and set it on the ground.

 

“Yeah,” he said slowly as he rummaged through the bag. “This thing.” With a quick tug, Qurnell pulled out a sword, constructed of welded together knives and other metals. He was right, it was a little rusted and bloodied, but the sword itself was still in fine condition. Adde’s hand wrapped around the weapon’s hilt and she weighed it in her hand. The hilt had been modified a slight bit with a rag attached to his base of the sword, creating a rough handguard, and the pummel had been sharpened by quite a lot, it too was bloody. Behind him, Qurnell stood, still frowning.

 

“You know what that thing is?” he asked.

 

“Belonged to a friend,” Adde said slowly, running her eyes up and down the sword’s serrated edge. “A brief friend.”

 

“So you know who he is?” Qurnell asked, his interest peaked slightly. Realising she was still staring at the weapon, Adde dropped the tip of the blade to the floor and turned to him. She liked the way it felt in her hand.

 

“Possibly,” she sighed. “It could just be a case that this guy found this sword while stumbling across the wastelands.” At that moment, the healer appeared in the tent. She seemed calmer than before.

 

“He’s awake,” she said quickly before pulled her head out, presumably running back to her tent. With a quick exchange of looks, Adde and Qurnell left Adde’s tent and walked to the healer’s tent, Adde ignoring the points and stares that they now gained from the sword in her hand. No one followed them, however, once they entered the tent.

 

The healer’s tent was much bigger than Adde’s or indeed anyone else’s. And it needed to be so. It was common for fights to break out or for packs of wild animals to leave many injured so the healer’s tent had to be expanded for the common influx of patients. But now, only two beds were occupied, but Adde was only interested in one.

 

The man was now sitting up, still hunched over and looking at the floor, his beard hanging from his chin. His hair had been tied back and the grime was gone from his face, leaving deathly pale white skin. Adde stopped once she saw his open eyes and parted lips. She still wasn’t sure if it was him. Qurnell, however, wasn’t deterred by internal thoughts. Instead, the man walked briskly towards the other, a smile on his face. Upon hearing the footsteps, the man looked up and smiled as he saw Qurnell approaching, taking his hand once Qurnell was close enough. Then, Adde moved. She moved until the man noticed her and she saw a small spark in his eyes as she did. A smile then grew on her face.

 

“Adde,” the man said hoarsely.

 

“Konnor?” she said, still unsure.

 

“Yeah,” Konnor said, hearing the uncertainty. “Been a while.”

 

“Really has,” she said, holding back the tears she could feel brewing. Konnor, on the other hand, didn’t have such resilience. Tears started to pour from his eyes as he turned himself to face him. Then, with his spindly, bony fingers, he reached forward and took Adde’s hand. He hadn't noticed his sword in the other. Suddenly his face shifted from one with joy to one with sadness. Concern consuming her, Adde set the sword against the table, Konnor still not seeing it, and placed her hand atop his. He opened his mouth. She could hear how dry it was.

 

“I'm so sorry,” he said slowly, each word strenuous. Adde frowned. “I'm so sorry, Adde,” he said again, tears running down his face.

 

“For what?” she asked, squeezing his hand lightly.

 

“For what I did,” Konnor wheezed through tears. Adde looked up at Qurnell, but he only shrugged.

 

“What did you do Konnor?” Adde asked. Sucking in air, Konnor raised his head and looked at her.

 

“I killed them,” he whispered. “I killed all of them. Rolt, Jontone…” he paused and his eyes grew wider. “Sara,” he said, as if suddenly remembering the name. “Oh God, I killed Sara. My wonderful, beautiful Sara.” The man was now inconsolable. He pulled his hand from under Adde’s and fell back against his bed. In an instant, the healer was at his side, shushing him and trying to calm him. He didn’t listen. Sighing, the healer turned to them.

 

“I think its best you leave and come back once he’s had some rest,” she said. Then, she turned back to Konnor. Nodding absentmindedly, Adde turned to leave but the healer coughed and forced her to turn back. “And take this,” she scolded, holding Konnor’s sword towards her. “I don’t want weapons in here. Especially if he’s like this.” Without much reaction, Adde took the sword and left the tent, Qurnell behind her. They walked back up to her tent, Qurnell stopping before Adde entered. Noticing, Adde turned and faced him.

 

“Everything alright?” she asked. Qurnell gave a blank smile and nodded slowly.

 

“Yeah,” he sighed. “All’s good.” Adde narrowed her eye at the young man. She had known and trusted him long enough to know when he was lying.

 

“Spit it out,” she said lowly, placing the tip of Konnor’s sword on the ground and leaning against it. Qurnell sighed and shrugged.

 

“Why was he apologising?” he asked, looking back up, directly into Adde’s eyes. “What did he do? And why was he wandering around the wastelands for so many years?” Adde could feel the man’s anxiousness. Just like the rest of the camp, he too was raised in a burning world. Every day, they risked death from starvation, dehydration, animal attacks, or the beasts. And if one beast attacked, it would be over for them all. And being raised in a burning world meant that answers were scarce. Adde was one of the only people who remembered what Homestation looked like and who remembered the techniques and methods used to survive for so long, as long as the human race didn’t before the beasts burned everything. Any others had either died or become insane from the losses. Now Adde was the only one who protected them, who kept them safe. That made her their leader.

 

But before she was a leader, she was a simple soldier. And before that, a scared little girl. It was her first mission, that journey to the den of the beasts, and it turned out to be her last. Everyone’s life had changed after that night, after the beasts killed her team. She had watched her friends, her comrades, get torn to pieces. Blood was spluttered against the rocks and bodies were eaten whole. Only she and a few others managed to hide in time. She knew why the beasts attacked. It was because they attached first. But one man had started the charge, whether he knew he had done so or not. Now, five years later, that same man had somehow survived. And Adde didn’t know what to do with him. She didn’t know how to condense everything into a simple sentence. There was no way to explain everything to Qurnell without having the entire camp gather and for the sun to set. There was a lot to say.

 

Qurnell was still staring at her, expecting a response. She didn’t know how long she had been sitting in her thoughts, stewing through all the locked memories from a past life, but she knew that it was long enough for a few others to catch interest. With a crowd slowly gathering, Adde turned her eyes back to Qurnell, who had also noticed the crowd.

 

“Doesn’t matter,” Adde muttered. The glare of the setting sun caught her eye and she looked towards the falling orange ball. The grey skies had streaks of red and orange in them, with a few pink and white clouds poking underneath. At least the ash was no longer falling. Sighing, Adde looked back at Qurnell. “Come see me in the morning,” she said as she turned to walk into her tent. “We can then discuss what you saw on your scout.” Before he could respond, or any other members of the camp could ask anything, Adde vanished into her tent. She stood still for a moment, listening to hushed murmurs and light sighs. No one came in. It wouldn’t surprise her if they were discussing her untrustworthiness. The world itself wasn’t trustworthy at the moment.

 

Once the mutters had faded, and all she could hear were the distant noises of some animal pack and the boot scrapes of some trekkers feet, Adde relaxed and turned to her bed. It was going to be a cold night, so she kept most of her clothing on, only taking off her wolfskin cloak and draping it over a beam that held up the back of her tent. It was the most luxurious thing she, or indeed anyone, owned. A slight benefit of being the camp’s leader. After setting Konnor’s sword in a safe place, Adde turned to her bad and flopped down upon it. Almost immediately, as the last sliver of sunlight disappeared, Adde fell into a deep sleep.

 

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The next morning came quicker than expected, and with an uproar of applause. With her eyes jumping open, and her wolfskin cloak around her shoulders, Adde dashed out of her tent to see two familiar figures standing in the centre of the camp, arms high and smiles wide. They didn’t see her. Of course they didn’t see her, they were too busy soaking in the glory of another successful return. Giving a reluctant half-smile, Adde slowly walked towards to camp’s centre until the two men saw her and their smiles faltered slightly.

 

“I regret!” one shouted, the words of the crowd slightly drowning them. He smiled at tried again. “I regret that we must cut this party short,” he said. The crowd groaned and booed. The second man laughed.

 

“I know, I know,” he said softly, now audible. “But we must report back to our glorious and fearless leader so we can get back out there and bring back more stories!” Adde rolled her eyes at the over-enthusiastic laughter. Quickly, the men descended and approached her, their smiles still wide. Behind them, though a few still lingered, the crowd dispersed. She smiled back at him, flicking her eyes between the two.

 

“Tools. Archibald,” she said. The men nodded back as their names were said. In the moment of quiet, Adde took a moment to inspect the camp’s most famous Scouters. Tools was tall and lanky, a little less so than that last time she had seen him. His clothes fitted him nicely, the clothes being a smart, blue three-piece suit he had found on a scout into the nearest city ruins. It may have fitted nicely, but they didn’t look it. The waistcoat was torn and covered in dirt, soot and ash. The jacket had rips on the elbows and its collar dangled down his back. The trousers were the only thing seemingly intact, but Adde betted that if he were to turn around, she would see dirt all up the back. The man’s face was characteristically dirty, with wipe marks around his eyes and mouth. None of them seemed recent.

 

Archibald, on the other hand, was a very different man. He, too, was tall, but his width matched his height. The man’s large size was inexplicable to Adde, but she could guess it was from foods and other such fatty items that he had consumed during his scouts. His weight only started to increase once he and Tools and begun to start scouting. His clothes also fitting him well, but they weren’t as fancy as Tools’. Archibald’s clothes made him look more scuffed up and dystopian than the rest of them, a word Adde had learned from a book Tools and Archibald had brought back. His coat was muddy and grey, once being a light blue. His trousers were black but were once white, and his shirt was striped with red and white, or at least it was. His face, however, was clean. Adde could clearly see a thin layer of stubble on his cheeks and chin and could tell his brown eyes apart from his face. But the man was determined and brilliant. He was the driving force of the two, and usually the butt of his own jokes. Seeing the two standing side-by-side was some sort of weird fever dream.

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With her inspection completed, Adde nodded at the men and they followed her into her tent, gasping at it once inside.

 

“Wow,” Tools said. “You’ve really done this place up.” Adde frowned and looked around herself.

 

“No I haven’t,” she said.

 

“Yeah ya ‘ave,” Archibald said back, slapping a supporting beam heavily. Adde prayed it wouldn’t fall. “Ya changed everythin’.” He patted Tools’ shoulder and pointed at the far wall. “Like that.” Adde narrowed her eyes and spun, then seeing what the men were gesturing to. Konnor’s sword. She knew she should have moved it.

 

“Yes, well,” she said, turning to them. “That’s one thing. Don’t think it constitutes as ‘everything’.”

 

“Well,” Tools muttered. “It's certainly different.” Adde narrowed her eyes at the pair again and shook her head lightly. She was so glad these two went away for weeks at a time.

 

“Anyway,” she said, bringing both men’s attention back to her. “Your bags, gentlemen. What have you got?” The men shared a look and their cocky smiles faded. For the first time in a long while, Adde saw sincerity in their faces.

 

“We’ve found it,” Tools said, barely containing his excitement. Adde cocked her head at him.

 

“Found what?” she asked. They were being deliberately vague.

 

“It,” Archibald repeated. Maybe not. Maybe they thought she knew. Sighing, Adde rubbed the bridge of her nose.

 

“Just say what it is, boys,” she groaned, “or we’ll be here all day.” Tools and Archibald shared the same look.

 

“We found a cave,” Archibald said. Adde’s eyes lit up. “It meets the requirements that you demanded. It goes extremely deep into the ground with plenty of room to expand. There’s also a natural spring and pool of clean water that we can fish and clean in. It’s incredible…”

 

“There’s just one problem, however,” Tools cut in. Archibald’s head snapped to him.

 

“No there isn’t,” he growled.

 

“What is it, Tools?” Adde asked, finding Archibald’s reaction strange.

 

“She should know about the…”

 

“Shh!” Archibald shushed.

 

“About the what, boys?” Adde demanded. They were acting suspicious, a very different look for them. Again, Archibald and Tools shared a look, this time it was a little more sheepish.

 

“It's an old beast den,” Tools said before Archibald could stop him. Archibald shot him a deep glare but looked back at Adde. Her seriousness had faded and her eyes widened. That was not good.

 

“An old beast den?” she repeated.

 

“But there are bones everywhere and when Tools and I were inside, nothing came in and we didn’t hear a single flap of any wings apart from the small nest of surviving birds. It’s been abandoned for a while and I don’t think anything is coming back for the bones unless it’s some wild animal. But we can easily defend ourselves against one or two of them.” Archibald’s words were quick, leaving him a little breathless. Adde took a moment to process the news. They needed a permanent place to live. The closest clean water source was half a day’s walk away and was often visited by other animals, and at one point a beast, so they needed a new source of water. Or at least one that isn’t as dangerous. But they couldn’t live in an abandoned beast den. Could they? If Archibald is wrong and the beasts returned, everyone would perish.

 

Adde made it as obvious as possible that she was deliberating over the question, which she was doing, but having their input wouldn’t help her at all. They weren’t around the camp often enough to understand her thought process. There were people here that would die quickly if not looked after correctly and others who would be too bashful and try and solve everyone’s problems. It was why she only had a few Scouts and never any Infantry. She had experience with those in Infantry and she didn’t like them. After rolling the thoughts in her head a little while longer, she looked back up at the pair, eyes narrowed.

 

“How far away is it?” she asked. Again, they shared a looked. It was as if one wouldn’t speak without the other’s permission.

 

“A weeks walk,” Archibald said. “That’s roughly how long it took us.”

 

“And that’s two people with the goal of getting home to tell you of this place,” Tools added. “It may take longer with the number of people here. But…”

 

“But we have to,” Adde finished. Her eyes darted to Tools. “We’re in the open out here and vulnerable to attack. If a beast finds us, and it’s been a miracle they haven’t already, then we’re all dead. We need this den.”

 

“But,” Archibald said.

 

“But,” Adde cut in, “we may also be at risk there, going into a beast’s den and all.” A moment a silence ran across the group.

 

“So what do we do?” Archibald asked.

 

“Ask the people?” Tools suggested. “They might all want to go. The natural spring would be enough to convince some.”

 

“But the risk of the beasts would deter many others,” Adde added. “Some of the older people won't think twice before rejecting it. Not to mention the distance we’ll have to walk to get there, and as you said, Tools, it will probably take longer to get there with the number of stuff people will want to take and the number of people leaving. There’s about 200 of us. If one person is too slow, the entire camp stops.”

 

“Can I weigh my opinion?” a voice from the front of the tent asked. All three whipped their heads around to see Qurnell standing awkwardly between the two pieces of cloth that formed Adde’s door. Adde sighed as she saw him. She forgot she told him to come see her in the morning.

 

“Qurnell!” Archibald shouted, his usual, boastful self jumping back to life. The man leapt towards the smaller, a little terrified, one and wrapped an arm around his shoulders. “How’s it been, man!” Archibald exclaimed again.

 

“It’s been good, Archibald,” Qurnell said softly as he was dragged further into the tent. “It’s been good.”

 

“What’s this opinion of yours you want to share,” Adde quickly interrupted before a conversation could begin. They needed an answer and Qurnell would be an easy way of getting to the correct one. She ignored the slight disappointment on Archibald’s face.

 

“Well, um,” Qurnell said, unsure of how to begin. “I think the answer is obvious.” The three around him narrowed their eyes. It wasn’t clear to them. After looking at each of them, Qurnell looked back at Adde, his own eyes narrowed. “Isn’t it?” he asked. He looked at their faces again, landing back on Adde’s. “We move,” he said. Adde wasn’t shocked. It wasn’t unknown that Qurnell hated living where they did. He once told the camp that if he could see the camp from the top of a small hill a few miles away, a beast would find them easily. But despite the fact he was slightly biased, he was right.

 

“He’s right,” Adde sighed, looking at Archibald. “If it is an old beast den, we’ll have to deal with it. And if it isn’t, we might just be able to survive this godforsaken world.” Nodding slowly, all three men agreeing with her, Adde walked past them and out into the camp, where a few were awaiting the returning of Tools and Archibald. Sadly, they wouldn’t get exactly what they wanted. Adde made her way to the centre of the camp, not caring whether the men were still with her or not. She wouldn’t be surprised if all three were staring at Konnor’s sword. Once she was still, people began to file out of their tents and approach her. It was almost as if they sensed some news.

 

“What is it, Adde?” someone asked, their voice croaky and dry. “What’s happened.”

 

“It's good news,” Adde reassured. “Don’t worry.” A few nods and smiles reverberated across the crowd. It wasn’t long until most of the camp were gathered around Adde, so she decided to begin. “A place,” she announced, “has come to my attention.” Her eyes wandered the crowd. A few knew what she was going to say. “This place is far away but will be safer for all of us with plenty of room to expand and build.”

 

“How far away is it?” a man called from the back. Adde sighed.

 

“For our Scouters, Tools and Archibald, it took them a week to get home,” she said honestly. Murmurs and hissed swept across the camp.

 

“That’s way too long,” an elderly woman grumbled.

 

“It’ll take u ages to get there!” someone else groaned. The calls of complaints and fear continued until nearly everyone’s voice was shouting.

 

“What about the kids?”

 

“We’ll be picked off by wild animals!”

 

“We won't have enough food and water for the trip!

 

“What about the kids?”

 

“How do we know the right direction?”

 

“What if it’s gone?”

 

“What about the kids!”

 

“Alright!” Adde screamed, silencing most of them, a few still muttering the thoughts under their breath. “I get it!” Her temper had broken and her patience was thin. Yes, they could leave at any time, but the longer they remained in the camp, the more likely a beast would find them. “I know,” she continued once they had all finished speaking. “I know that it’ll be risky and scary and that some people may die along the way…” A murmur rippled through the crowd, one she ignored. “But, if we don’t do this, we’ll eventually all die. Our water supply is far away and is visited by beasts and wild animals! We’re in the open, at risk of being picked off and burned by the beasts. Here, we’re vulnerable. In this cave, we’ll at least be able to keep ourselves safe. There is a natural spring inside, which we can use for a multitude of things.” She sighed and took in a deep breath. “This is the best option. I promise you.” Everyone remained silent. On each of their faces, Adde could see them deliberating the information.

 

“Alright,” a little mutter said. Adde raised her eyebrows and peered at the crowd. She couldn’t see who it was. She was expecting a little more resistance. Gradually, around the crowd, more people started to sigh and nod. Even those who had been against the idea sighed and gave in. They’d be left behind otherwise. Soon, however, they all realised that they were nodding and agreeing with each other for no reason and all turned their gaze back to Adde, who was still beaming with self-pride. Noticing all their eyes on her, Adde frantically searched her mind for what else to say. There was really only one thing.

 

“Let’s start moving,” she said. “Let’s try and be ready to go within two days?” Everyone nodded. Seemed like a doable feat. Quickly, the crowd scattered towards their tents and possessions. There wasn’t much to sort. They’d be done soon and would more than certainly meet the two-day deadline. Adde smiled at the camp as she watched people squabble and bicker over small items before eventually concluding that it was all going to the same place, so they could just argue about it then. She felt a small amount of pride in them. It was the first time she had seen the camp actively help one another. It was a nice change of scenery.

 

 

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The two days moved by fast, and in no time at all, everyone was ready to leave. With no animals to pull anything, the camp had to rely on their own power. This would mean less distance and more rests. They wouldn’t be there in a week. They had managed to construct five sturdy-looking carts with large wheels that held all of their supplies. Anything else was held by hand. It was time to go. Tools and Archibald led the group, their rudimentary compass and flimsy, and most likely inaccurate, map in hand. With everyone ready, Adde nodded to the two men and they began walking. The group started to move. Adde waited a moment, standing still until the camp and its contents had passed her. Then, she was left with a view of the camp.

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Despite the area they lived in being nothing but black dirt and lumps of rock, Adde could still see the paths that had formed over the last five years. She could see where tents were tied down and where the fireplace sat. There were remnants of smaller fires scattered around the area, where people had decided to have their own family dinner. A smile crept across Adde’s face. They were leaving their home. But it was for the best. What they were doing was the right they. If they stayed any longer, they would die. A hand landed on her shoulder and she turned, seeing Qurnell smiling at her. He had a tear in his eye.

 

“Don’t fall behind,” he joked. “We won't come back for you and I’ll have to become the leader of them.” Adde arched an eyebrow and started walked after the group.

 

“Don’t get any ideas in your head, Qurnell,” she warned, her voice holding a hint of amusement. “I’ll outlive you.” Qurnell chuckled.

 

“I bet you will,” he laughed.

 

The next few days were uneventful. They walked, then they slept, then they walked again. It was on the fourth day of their expedition that Adde decided to visit Konnor again. It had been nearly a week since she had last seen him and there had been a few murmurs scattering the group about him. Mostly about how he had survived, and Adde was curious herself. The man had mostly recovered from his injuries, with his spirits back up and a smile on his face. He was still too weak to walk and still too malnourished to eat too much, but when Adde climbed atop the cart built of the healer and her patients, he smiled at her.

 

“Adde!” he said with a little more exuberance than she was expecting. “Good to see you! Well, I see ‘good to see you’ like I haven’t seen you. Because I have. You’ve been walking up and down this cart line for days and you talk to people at night and then you go back to Colonel, or whatever his name is… Sorry, am I rambling? I don’t know anymore. All I've been talking to for the last five years are grains of sand and floating pieces of ash. Although I did have a dog companion for a little bit. But turns out he just wanted to eat me, so I had to kill him and…”

 

“Konnor!” the healer yelled. It was clear she had been suffering from the man’s ramblings for a while. “Please stop talking.”

 

“Right,” Konnor said in a lower voice, looking back at Adde. “Sorry,” he said to her. “As I said, been a while.”

 

“Yeah,” Adde replied, still processing what he had said. “It has been.” She could only hope that he would start talking less the longer he remained around humans. But then her question popped back into her head and the moment between them faded. Konnor saw it on her face and his own smile faded.

 

“Everything okay?” he asked. Adde nodded slowly, not breaking eye contact with him.

 

“Everything’s fine, Konnor,” she said slowly. “It’s just…” she paused and knelt beside him, their eyes still locked. “How did you survive all that time? Alone? With no one?” Konnor’s smile completely faded and his eyes became glassy. In the corner of her eye, Adde noticed the healer standing, preparing as if Konnor would burst into a violent rage.

 

“I fell,” he said lightly, as if talking in a dream. Adde narrowed her eyes and peered at him. Then his eyes shot back to her’s.

 

“You fell?” she asked.

 

“I fell,” he repeated. “I…I…I don’t know where, but I fell. I landed in this cave or this cavern, I can't remember. I was being chased by a beast. He was furious.” A tear welled up in his eye. “His babies had just been killed. He blamed me.” Adde nodded slowly. The attack on the den he had accidentally started. “He chased me and I fell. A long way down.” Konnor’s voice dropped as his mind flashed past the moment he did. Even more curious than before, Adde shuffled a little closer.

 

“But how did you survive?” she asked. “You were gone for five years.” Almost immediately, Konnor was snapped from his memories and swung his eyes back to Adde and smiled.

 

“Oh, many ways,” he said. “I hunted as best I could. I stayed by a freshwater source, which helped with the hunting, mind you. I didn’t need much else.” Then something twitched in his eyes and he narrowed them at her. “But, when I tried to return to Homestation, it was gone.” His eyes twitched again, almost turning puppy-dog. “What happened to it?” This time, Adde’s eyes turned glossy as she relived the moment she found Homestation’s ruins. She had broken down. Tears ran from her eyes, carrying dried blood and dirt as they cut rivers down her face.

 

“After the attack,” she said slowly, carefully, “only a few of the group had survived. Jontone and Rolt were the first to die. They seemed proud of it almost, and others copied them, but the more sensible ones hid and prayed thee beasts didn’t sniff us out. In the end, out of the thirty that left…” She paused and looked back at Konnor. His smile was gone. “Only five of us remained.” Konnor closed his eyes and exhaled deeply. Adde looked away from him, now deep in the memory.

 

“Once the beasts had left the burning, half-chewed corpses alone, we ran. We ran all the way back home, but when we got there, it was just a pile of smoke and flames. There were a few gathered around it, all crying and shuffling around. We joined them and everyone rejoiced. ‘Our saviours are here!’ they cried. ‘They’ll help us!’ But they didn’t seem to understand that we had just lost nearly everyone. Breaking the news to them was difficult.”

 

“And then you set up the camp?” Konnor asked after a moment. Adde nodded absentmindedly.

 

“We took what we could,” she said. “Pieces of unburned, non-bloody cloth. Any equipment that hadn't been melted. We returned now and again, to try and salvage more, but the timber frames further inside Homestation had collapsed, leaving the ears beyond them unexplorable. We even lost a few exploring the ruins.” Adde lifted her eyes back to Konnor’s, who still had tears running down his face.

 

“I'm so sorry,” he whispered. Adde smiled at him and took his hand, squeezing it gently.

 

“It’s okay,” she whispered back. “It’s in the past. All that matters right now, is getting to this cave.” Konnor smiled at her and nodded. The two exchanged a few more words before Adde made her excuses and left, re-joining Qurnell at the front of the group. He smiled as he saw her.

 

“How is he?” he asked. Adde gave wan smile and looked at the horizon, which was beginning to swallow the setting sun.

 

“He was fine,” she said blankly before walking a little faster towards Archibald and Tools.

 

 

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A week passed and they were nearly there. Or at least they thought they were, according to Tools and Archibald who had nothing but bicker about the distance for the last day. Soon, Adde felt, the people who start to rebel and start walking off in random directions. They needed to move faster and find the location quicker. They were beginning to run out of clean drinking water and had started to ration it out even more than they had been.

 

“It’s more northern!” Tools shouted, his voice echoing around them. They had wandered into a valley and they apparently weren’t meant to, at least according to Tools.

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“I’m telling you!” Archibald shouted back. “We’re in the right place. It’s at the end here!” The valley was surprisingly green and had deep, sharp sides. The floor of the valley was wide and sprinkled with grey gravel from the rocky walls. It was a nice change of scenery from the bleak black soil and grey skies they were used to back at the camp, or even at Homestation. Some green did wonders for the mind.

 

“How do you know that it's at the end?” Tools asked. “We’re in the wrong place!”

 

“We’re not in the wrong place because I recognise that stone!” Archibald argued back, pointing vaguely at the opposite wall. Tools followed his finger but saw nothing.

 

“They're all the same!” he screamed. Fed up, Adde rushed towards the pair as they continued to argue. The carts had now stopped.

 

“What are you two arguing about?” she shouted, punching them both hard in the arm. Both men yelped and glared at her.

 

“He’s taking us to the wrong place,” both said in unison. Adde sighed and rubbed the bridge of her nose.

 

“It’s pointless arguing about which one of you is right,” she groaned, “because you're both going to insist that it is you who and the other who is not. Plus, you're the only people out actually know where we’re going, so even I can't weigh in. God.” She was tired. If she was honest with herself, she was always tired. But the last week had completely exhausted her. From dealing with Tools and Archibald, to dealing with the people’s needs, to seeing Konnor every so often, so had had little time to do much else. Even sleep was becoming a luxury for her. Now was not a good time to tell her they were lost.

 

“I say if we continue forward for a little bit longer,” Tools said, “then we’ll be at the cave. It's at the end of this valley.”

 

“And I say,” Archibald interrupted, “that we go back and try the valley further down the hillside, which is the correct one.” Tools’ head snapped to him.

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“We said the third valley from the sun!” he argued.

 

“We said the thirteenth valley from the sun,” Archibald retorted. A noise pricked Adde’s ear.

 

“Shut up,” she whispered. The men did as they were told. The noise happened again. Adde spun, locking eyes with Qurnell, whose eyes were wide with fear. The noise echoed again. There was no denying it. It was the flap of a wing. With a gentle nod of her head, Adde signalled to Qurnell, who then ran along the line of carts, hissing at everyone to remain quiet and hide. Adde then turned and hissed the same to Tools and Archibald. The men listened. In moments, as if rehearsed, the group was hidden from view. They waited as the flaps grew closer. Then, with a whoosh of wind, a beast rocketed past them, the air behind it pulling at the tied down cloth holding the carts together. They held. But, as the wind began to fade, a child screamed.

 

Adde’s blood ran cold as she watched the beast bend its wings forward to stop it mid-air before it spun, landing on the ground, eyes towards the carts. Briefly, Adde’s eyes darted to the child who had screamed. They had a hand over their mouth. It was an odd sight to be relieved by. A heavy footstep diverted Adde’s attention away from the child. It had started to come closer. The prospect of an easy lunch looked like a good idea in the beast’s mind. And it looked hungry. There was no way it hadn't seen them. It was now playing. Adde could almost see a smile across its scally, green face.

 

It continued to step forward. With each step, Adde’s hand slowly reached for Konnor’s sword until her hand was wrapped around its hilt. Soon enough, the beast was metres away. It had had its fun. With its smile broad, the beast began to rear its head and Adde could hear its fire building in its throat. With no time to lose, she acted. In flash, she was on her feet and rushing at the creature, sword drawn and wolfskin cloak flapping behind her. As the beast brought its head down, she sliced upward, only the tip of the blade slicing through its jaw. But it was enough. The beast roared in pain and stumbled backwards, its fire extinguished. Adde then dashed for its legs, cutting two deep wounds into each leg before diving and rolling away. She had her back to it. She quickly resolved her error and was greeted with the sight of the beast’s flapping wings, throwing gravel at her face but she didn’t look away. She had fought off a beast singlehandedly. Once the beast’s wings could no longer be heard, the group erupted in applause. Cheers and ‘thanks you’s were shouted at her but she quickly raised her hand to quieten them. Then, she turned to Tools and Archibald, the two looking a little more sheepish.

 

“So,” she said, now realising she was a little breathless. “Do we know where we’re going?”

 

“End of this valley,” Tools said quickly. Archibald glared at him but sighed, turning and facing the direction they were walking.

 

“I can't wait to see your face when we’re wrong,” Archibald grumbled.

 

“Well,” Tools sighed. “If I am, at least we got to see that.”

 

“I know right,” Archibald muttered excitedly, looking behind him to see if Adde was paying attention. She wasn’t, but she could hear them. “That was awesome.” Smiling, Adde began to usher people forward, helping a few carts start in the rocky terrain. Eventually, after everyone was moving, and after a lot of thanks and declarations of awe, Adde stood watching the carts move away. Again, Qurnell was at her side.

 

“That was quite a display,” he said. Adde chuckled and placed a comforting hand on the hilt of the sword. She was starting to really like it.

 

“I know,” she said cockily. Qurnell laughed and began walking after the carts, Adde following him.

 

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* * * * *

 

 

As Tools had said, the cave was at the end of the valley. As soon as Tools had locked eyes with the entrance, Archibald had fallen silent, staring at his map to ignore the man’s taunts. As the entrance drew closer, Adde began to understand the size of what the two men had found. If the entrance was this big, the insides must be massive. Soon enough, the first cart slipped through the entrance, its wooden wheels almost buckling and breaking as they rolled over the large rocks that scattered the floor.

 

“C’mon guys,” Adde called as people started to gain a little more hope. “Let’s get settled in for our first night. Nightfall will be coming in a few hours so let’s get a fire built.” Conversations had started to build throughout the group, some discussing where they were going to build their home, others talking over concerns about food and water, but some others soon put their minds at ease. But then, above them, a rock clattered onto the group, narrowly avoiding a couple of people. Frowning, Adde glanced up and her eyes widened in horror.

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“Get back…!” was all she could say before a blast of fire flew from the mouth of a beast. It was the same green-scaled one she had battled earlier. It was back for revenge. The people caught in the fire were incinerated, their bodies burned and blackened and their bones almost melted. The one cart caught was gone, just ashes and flames as belongings were burned away. Then, the beast turned its blue eyes to Adde.

 

“Adde!” Qurnell screamed but the beast landed in front of him, blocking any chance she had of getting inside.

 

“Get inside!” Adde shouted back, heard people screaming inside the cave. “I’ll be fine.”

 

“You’re going to die!” Archibald called.

 

“Just get inside!” Adde screamed back. She had no way of knowing if they obey. They probably didn’t. Slowly, the creature started towards her. She could still see blood trickling down its jaw and legs, leaving a trail as it walked. She glared at it. If she was going to die, she was going to put up a hell of a fight. The beast seemed to know this as it tried to subtly build a flame in its throat, having learned not to turn its head away. Adde narrowed her eyes at the beast. In one motion, she drew the sword from its make-shift, leather scabbard and swivelled herself underneath the beast’s blast of fire. She really hoped her cloak wasn’t aflame.

 

Then, with the beast distracted, Adde threw herself backwards and sliced the sword across the beast’s jaw again, this time cutting its gums as well. The beast hollered and reared, bringing its clawed wings down where Adde had been, but she was faster. Once the beast was low enough, she ducked under its head and spun herself, stabbing the sword into the beast’s eye. This time, the roar was deafening. Grimacing, Adde tried to pull the sword out, but the beast flapped its wings and flew into the sky. The sword was ripped from her hand and the beast flew away with the blade still embedded in its eye. Panting, Adde watched as it circled in the air, one clawed foot scratching at the sword until another roar echoed through the air.

 

Gradually, Adde walked back towards the cave entrance, where Qurnell, Archibald and Tools still stood, along with a few other people. It was worrying that so many people took an interest in watching someone kill an animal, especially when that animal was massive and could kill in an instant. Although, she had been getting lucky so far. Fighting off the same beast twice was a good record, certainly better than anyone else had, so making it a third time would be pushing it, and actually killing it would be asking for a miracle. But Adde hoped that luck might strike her again as the beast stopped circling the sky and aiming itself back at the cave. Even from this distance, she could see its fury.

 

The beast had folded its wings into its sides and falling at them with remarkable speed. It looked like an arrow flying to strike an enemy’s eye. Adde’s awe of the moment, however, was dashed with eh realisation that a furious flying beast was rocketing towards them, bleeding and with a sword in its eyes. Quickly, she turned to those watching, waving her arms.

“Inside!” she shouted. “Now!” As she did, the beast released its wings from its sides and landed heavily, sending a shockwave that tossed Adde off her feet. She was back on them quickly, however, when the beast started to crawl its way into the cave. Unbeknownst to Adde, but the carts were yet to have reached a suitable area for unloading, and neither had the people. With fear consuming her, Adde screamed. The people noticed and screamed back. They abandoned their carts and sprinted into the black unknown of the cave. Adde looked back at the beast. Its smile was back. Glaring at it, Adde began to run down the cave, feeling the beast’s heavily footsteps after her.

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Panicking, and her eyes searching the carts for anyone left behind, her eyes landing on the floor of one of the carts and an idea sparked. Acting before she could think, Adde dove underneath the cart and laid in waiting, listening as the beast passed over her. It hadn't seen her. Her confidence restored, once it had passed her, she jumped to her feet and ran behind it, running along the side the sword was embedded. Then, her plan clicked entirely. With one last surge of energy, Adde jumped forward and gripped the sword, her grip tightening once she felt the beast’s stick blood covering it. The beast roared and tried to rear, but its head hit the ceiling, knocking it back to the ground. Once she had enough momentum, Adde gripped the sword with both hands and pulled. The tip moved. The beast screamed. It started the thrash its head from side to side, each time barely hitting Adde against the walls. Gritting her teeth and closing her eyes, Adde pulled one last time.

 

Time froze. Adde checked herself. Right now, she was in the air. The sword was free from the beast’s eye and it was still roaring. She could see the top of its head. Gradually, as time resumed, Adde aimed the tip of the sword at the beast’s skull. As she fell, the beast continued to thrash, not yet noticing that the sword was gone from its eye. But it was too late. The sword slid through the beast’s scales with ease and pierced the skull and embedded itself in its brain. In an instant, the beast’s thrashing stopped and it collapsed to the ground. Dead. She had defeated it.

 

Adde’s breath was gone. The sword was so deep, she couldn’t pull it out. Uncaringly, she let go of it and slipped off the dead creature’s head, collapsing to the floor as her feet hit it. Then she felt the pain. Her body started to scream. Her arms weighed heavily, her legs were numb and shaking, and her head was pounding. Slowly, her eyelid became heavy and allowed them to slip shut as Qurnell appeared in her vision, eyes wide and concerned.

 

 

* * * * *

 

 

Beast meat was surprisingly tasty, Adde discovered. It didn’t take long for someone to suggest it, and once it was proven to be safe to eat, the beast was cut up and cooked. So far, it had lasted them a week, and with some parts of the cave leading down to an area where the temperature goes below freezing point, others had been suggesting that we cut up the rest of it and start transporting it down there for safekeeping. If the beast’s corpse remained in the cave entrance, other animals might want a piece. The sword was still embedded in the beast’s skull. Tools and Archibald had tried to remove it once all the flesh and scales had been removed, but it wouldn’t budge. There was no way to drill into the skull to get the sword out, so Adde told the men to leave it as it was and to give the skull to her. She would use it in her new hut once it had been built.

 

Adde’s recovery had been quick and she was back on her feet a day after her slaying of the beast. And it was still a topic of discussion. Often she would be asked to relay the time she slew a beast to protect her people, and she would do so gladly, but she would prefer people spent more time building their new homes rather than asking a woman about how she killed an animal. Without her knowledge, Adde’s hut was the first to be built. Qurnell told her that it was because most of her stuff was burned by the beast, whereas other told her it was because she was their leader, and therefore deserved to have the first hut. Adde was honoured, but turned it down, inside giving it to the healer, who desperately needed it for the number of patients she now had. The beast didn’t actively injury these people, they were just stumbling around in the dark and fell over, and most happened when the beast entered the cave, so there was some correlation. Her current hut was still under construction, with her strict instructions to make it as big as the other huts around it, but, unsurprisingly, the builders ignored her and built a hut twice the size of any of the other huts. If she were honest with herself, she was glad for the extra space. She needed somewhere to put her skull.

 

It was late on the eighth day of their new home when Qurnell entered Adde’s hut, brandishing the best drink around, freshwater. Adde smiled at him as he entered and handed her a cup. The man seemed happier now. It might have been because they had a safer, more secure home, or it could have been that he had never been in this direction before and was looking forward to exploring the area with Archibald and Tools. The three men had made a deal while Adde was unconscious that they would scout together. It would make things more efficient, they said. Adde doubted it.

 

“To what do I owe this pleasure?” Adde asked as she finished her second sip of water. It really tasted different to the stuff she was used to. Good different. Qurnell shrugged.

 

“Just thought I’d pop in,” he said. “Say goodbye.” A frown flashed across Adde’s face.

 

“Goodbye?” she questioned. Qurnell frowned at her.

 

“Yeah,” he muttered. “Tools, Archibald and I are leaving tomorrow morning at first light. We want to try and see if there is any farmable food out here. Turns out this is as far as they’ve been too.”

 

“Oh,” Adde said, slightly disappointed.

 

“Sorry,” Qurnell said quickly, seeing her upset. “We planned this while you were... You know.”

 

“It’s okay,” Adde said, chuckling. “I just didn’t think business would be back to normal so soon.” Qurnell nodded knowingly. Their eyes locked. “It’s been…um…” Adde tried. “It's been good having you back.” He smiled at her.

 

“It’s been good to be back,” he replied. A moment passed before Qurnell stood, setting his cup down. “I should get back though,” he said. “Gotta get some sleep before I go out.” Adde nodded understandingly.

 

“Alright then,” she said. “How long will you be gone?” she asked hopefully. He shrugged.

 

“Don’t know,” he said. There was an uncertainly to his tone. He turned to leave but Adde stood, gripping his attention. He turned back.

 

“Come back in one piece,” she warned mockingly. “Hate to have to go out and find the rest of you.” Qurnell laughed and shook his head.

 

“I’ll try,” he said before ducking out of the hut. Now alone again, Adde sighed and rolled her shoulders. They were beginning to ache again. She needed to rest. Sighing deeply again, Adde set her cup down and took off her wolfskin coat, laying it on top of a nearby chair. Then, she lay down on her bed, eyes staring at the ceiling, the muffed workings of another day coming to a close. With a smile pressed to her lips, and listening to Tools and Archibald argue in the distance, Adde drifted off into a peaceful slumber.

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