The door opened quickly and violently, as if someone was breaking in, but Maddie knew otherwise. Brandon stumbled in, hiccupping as he went, closing the door behind him, fiddling with the keys in his hand before sighing angrily and waving at the door, as if the air would lock it for him. Drunkenly, he turned, swaying heavily, his arms swinging around him like vines around a tree. As their eyes met he stopped, in his drunken state assuming she hadn’t seen him. Her glare was fixed and arms folded. She was wearing what she did every night, a long grey nightie, one she had worn since their wedding, ‘easy access’ she had called it. But now her face wasn’t the same as that night, it was stern and furious with flared nostrils and wide eyes.
“Where have you been?” Maddie demanded, quoting almost every wife whose husband had come home inexplicably drunk.
“Out,” Brandon said quickly, trying his best to hide his slurs.
“Where?” she demanded again. He huffed at her.
“Out,” he repeated. This time, she huffed at him, taking a step closer. Now, Brandon could see the fury in her blue eyes and her withdrawn tongue as she held back her shouts.
“You better have a bloody good reason,” she seething, breathing heavily through her teeth. Brendon huffed at her again, pushing aside her anger clearly written across her face.
“Did you miss me?” he teased, still swaying, his arms dangerously close to the framed pictures on the table beside him. Maddie recoiled slightly, her anger slowly fading into sorrow, tears building in her eyes. She bit her lip and sucked in cool air before looking back at him.
“Yes, I did,” she said. Brandon jolted back slightly at the sincere, contained answer, swinging himself steady again. “Because while you were off galivanting around town with your friends, I was here, tucking our daughter into bed. And as I am doing that, my phone rings. I have to stop saying goodnight to her to answer it. It was from my father…” she hesitated, breathing in sharply again but her eyes never left his. “My mother died.” She finished. Even through his drunken vision, Brendon could see Maddie’s eyes well up again, more tears falling down her face. He brought a hand forward to pull her closer but she stepped back, lightly pushing his hand to the side and he let it fall, confusion spreading across his face. She took in another deep breath. “This is how it’s been since the beginning. You go out, get drunk, come home late and I'm already asleep and I find you passed out on the sofa. Thought it was funny and cute to begin with, but then it got boring and annoying. But then, you stopped, cleaned up your act, but, since last week, you’ve been sneaking out to drink, leaving me alone. And not only that, but alone with your infant daughter.” Once she had finished, Brendon had started to cry, the warm tears gently falling down his face, creating a river as they meandered down where the wrinkles of smiles used to form.
“Maddie, I,” he started.
“No,” she interjected, her voice stern again. “I have lost my mother, your daughter has lost her grandmother, a woman she will never remember. I lost someone and the only person I could talk to was our daughter, who was confused about why I was crying in the first place! I don’t want her Christmas ruined with the memory of her grandmother’s death! And you weren’t here for me, or for her. I don’t feel like I can rely on you anymore.” Brendon opened his mouth but she barged past him, heading for the stairs.
“Maddie, please I’m…” he tried, but she didn’t turn. As she reached the stairs she stopped, her back still to him.
“I'm taking Rachel to my brother’s tomorrow,” she said after a moment, her voice warbled with tears, holding back the urge to run to him. “We can talk more after that.” With no further words, and ignoring Brendon’s wails and desperate calls, Maddie walked up the stairs and to their bedroom, where she didn’t sleep.
Day 1
Closed Eyes
Closed Eyes
Deafening
Deafening
Closed Eyes
Day 15
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Published: January 29th 2022
The Fox and the Killer
Secret Witnesses - I
You know what? I don’t think I was expecting this. I definitely wasn’t expecting this. I just had to follow him. I mean, who wouldn’t? It’s not every day you see a man drag a large, plastic-wrapped thing through the woods. You know, I heard about a rabbit who saw a similar thing many years ago, maybe it’s that same person? Or maybe someone heard about it and thought they’d give it a go. Difference here, it seems, is that this person is taking a large bin liner into the woods, whereas the rabbit claimed to see another human.
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Strange what humans do when you think about it. They have legs but decided to ride those noisy, metal monsters. They have mouths but spend most of their time looking at their bright, shiny brick-thing and can have a whole conversation with themselves, apparently talking to the bright, shiny brick-thing. But this human isn’t doing any of that. He is dragging this bin liner quite a distance, and I've only been following him for a short while. Luckily, it's dark so I don’t think he’s seen me, and even if he has, there’s not much he can do. I'm much faster than him and I know this area well.
Oh, he’s stopped. He’s dropped the thing he’s dragging. It definitely looks heavy. He looks as though he’s in pain, probably from dragging it so far. It's been quite a trek for him, it seems. Now, he’s taking a shovel from the plastic-thing and is beginning to dig. Maybe he’s making the thing a burrow? The rabbit said that the other human did a similar thing and that they only dug down a metre or two before rolling the human in. I'm interested to see what—
Wait! He’s stopped. How far down has he gone? Damn, guess I won't find out. He’s placed the shovel down and is turning to the plastic-thing. What’s going on? He’s leaned against it, holding one side very tightly. Maybe the pain’s come back? Oh, he’s lifted his head. Are those tears? Why is he crying?
“I'm sorry,” I hear. “I'm so sorry.” What’s he sorry for? Did he not want to bury this thing? Maybe it is a human and he’s wrapped it so it can be opened later. “I never meant to hurt you, Sally. I never meant to let things go too far.” Oh, it’s a woman in the plastic-thing. That makes sense. I usually see men and women together in the houses’ gardens I go to. There’s something rather nice about watching two humans talk in their homes while you scurry around for your hunt that night.
Hold on, he’s moving again. He’s rolling the human over into the pit. Still don’t know why she’s wrapped up in that. He keeps repeating that he’s sorry but I don’t think she can hear. Must be the plastic getting in the way. She’s fell into the pit with a thud and a rustle of plastic and he stood, grabbing the shovel again. He starts to pile dirt back over. I hope she can still breathe while she’s under all that dirt, but a shame if she suffocated and died. I'm sure that’s not what they want.
I move myself around a little more, now seeing the moonlight behind him. He’s looking very ominous as a silhouette. Ooh, very spooky. He would look great at that time of year when people dressed weirdly and ask strangers for candy. He pats the dirt once it's all piled back up and stands up straight. I can't see his face anymore. I move forward a little more.
“I'm…I'm so sorry, Sally,” he said lastly before turning and walking away. I look at the freshly piled dirt, then back at the fleeting man. What do I do? The rabbit said that once the human had buried the other human, other humans in loud metal monsters arrived and dug it up. So does that happen here? I have to assume so. But I'm interested in him, mostly.
I dive out of the bushes and hurry towards him, keeping my distance so he doesn’t suspect. I follow him until he reaches a house, buried amongst the trees. I know this house. It’s one of my favourites to look at. I didn’t recognise this human with his thick, blue jacket on. I like him. I wonder if the woman is home too? He walks to the door, resting the shovel against the wall, and steps into the house, closing the door firmly behind him. It's ok, I can see inside from the end of the garden. Quickly, I scurry my way there, sitting myself tall at the highest point, wrapping the orange tail around my black paws. I can feel a slight breeze up here and need to keep them warm. I feel a sense of happiness as I see him walk into the window I can see through. He looks sad. No matter, the woman can cheer him up, but then I see the room he stands in. On the white floor, is a large, red puddle. He isn’t looking at it. He looks away slightly, at an object on the wall. It's covered in the same red liquid. Silly them. They must have spilt something.
I watch as he walks around the room, picking up a bottle and a cloth of some kind and then he began to wipe the liquid up. How nice of him. Cleaning up before the woman can see. With the liquid cleared away, he turned and looked out the window, out towards me. I stand, hoping he can see me. He doesn’t. I'm a little disappointed, but I don’t mind. I'm used to not being seen by humans, it's how we foxes work best.
With his stare out the window complete, and another tear rolling down his face, the man turned and walked away, the light in the room flicking off. I gave a little sigh. My night of events was over. I waited a little longer to see if he would reappear, but he did not. With heavy paws, I pulled myself away and scurried back into the shrubs and trees, hoping that tomorrow, I’ll be able to see the woman.